Thursday, August 27, 2009

the hard hours.

I'd like to share a poem with you. We had to read it for my "Literary Bible" seminar. I think it's absolutely beautiful. And once you know the background story, it's even more powerful. So here's the story:

The poet, Anthony Hecht, went through a pretty brutal divorce. After everything was finalized, his ex-wife moved halfway around the world to Israel and took both of his sons with her. Realizing he would never get to see his sons again, he wrote this:

"The Hard Hours"

"'Adam, my child, my son,
These very words you hear
Compose the fish and starlight
Of your untroubled dream.
When you awake, my child,
It shall all come true.
Know that it was for you
That all things were begun.'

"Adam, my child, my son,
Thus spoke Our Father in heaven
To his first, fabled child,
The father of us all.
And I, your father, tell
The words over again
As innumerable men
From ancient times have done.

"Tell them again in pain,
And to the empty air.
Where you are men speak
A different mother tongue.
Will you forget our games,
Our hide-and-seek and song?
Child, it will be long
Before I see you again.

"Adam, there will be
Many hard hours,
As an old poem says,
Hours of loneliness.
I cannot ease them for you;
They are our common lot.
During them, like as not,
You dream of me.

"When you are crouched away
In a strange clothes closet
Hiding from one who's "It"
And the dark crowds in,
Do not be afraid -
O, if you can, believe
In a father's love
That you shall know some day.

"Think of the summer rain
Or seedpearls of the mist;
Seeing the beaded leaf,
Try to remember me.
From far away
I send my blessing out
To circle the great globe.
It shall reach you yet."

Monday, August 10, 2009

why?


So where is it? I don't see it.

I don't get it.
The fulfillment of the promise.
I don't see it down here,
in the middle of the fear.
What hope can remain,
in the depth of this pain?
I don't see it.

The earth is groaning night and day.
A song of human slavery,
of dark disease and poverty,
of children in captivity.
God, that's the sound that comes to me...

I know about theology.
I know you gave your son for me.
I know you're wrapped in mystery.
I get invisibility.
But I still see their misery.
I hear those voices haunting me,
saying, "Who will come and set us free?"

Absolutely brilliant. Not mine, but hers: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YiNBmNl88Pk

Thursday, August 6, 2009

glow.


So many posts tonight. But I just had to share these lyrics with you.

Hillsong came out with a new album this week. I had no idea one was even in the works, so it was quite a pleasant surprise.

Here's my favorite song, "Glow"

Lost and stranded, empty-handed
Broken down and all alone
Your mercy, it entered into darkness
And enfolded us in love

Just a glimmer of your glory
And the earth falls to its knees.
You level the mountains with a whisper
And you calm the raging seas.

We give you all we are
For the glory of your name.
We give all we are
For your praise.

Let the earth come to life
In the light of heaven's glow.
And the streets sound with joy
As the shackles lose their hold.
You laid down your life
For one and all.
So we give all we are
To you alone.

This means freedom for the captive
And good news for those in need
Your message is justice and compassion
God of love, and Prince of Peace

With one voice we sing hallelujah
All the earth cry out hallelujah
With the angels sing hallelujah
Jesus Christ is King
We give everything
To you alone.

two more...

My gifts (or as they pronounce it, "jifts") from my BFF's (I taught them what that means) Idarus and Willy.


I told them I like elephants, and that I wanted a picture of Kilimanjaro to put up in my dorm room.

This beats any photograph, in my opinion.

and more pictures.


a village in Tanzania - Nameni is a precious 8-year old girl sponsored by my grandparents through Compassion International.

Arusha, Tanzania - Peace House Secondary School - Immanuel is one of the most mature 14-year olds I've ever met.

Arusha, Tanzania - Peace House Secondary School - Danielle and I with our Form One "rafikis."

Arusha, Tanzania - Peace House Secondary School - My BFF's Willy and Idarus.

more pictures.


Namanga Road - On our way to Tanzania from Kenya - The once lush foothills of Mount Kilimanjaro now look like a desert. Tanzania is experiencing one of the worst droughts in its history.

somewhere-near-Longido, Tanzania - Perhaps a little reminiscent of the Dust Bowl?

Tanzania-Kenya border - The pillar marks the border between Kenya and Tanzania. I like to say that I illegally entered Kenya...

Mto Wa Mbu, Tanzania - We woke up to trails and trails of these massive safari ants one morning. Not your typical ants: these ones will quietly crawl up your legs and start biting you. Main lesson: don't pour out the juice from a tuna can near your tents.

Tarangire National Park, Tanzania - Note to self: don't open a jar of honey to make lunch on a safari.

pictures.

If a picture is worth a thousand words,

then here's what I'd like to say:

Nairobi, Kenya - Prior to taking this picture, I could have honestly admitted that I had never had the pleasure of witnessing goats run through a Shell gas station.

Arusha, Tanzania - A typical East African meal: ugali, chicken, and cooked vegetables. Let's just say that I'll never take fresh fruits and vegetables for granted ever again.

Arusha, Tanzania - Living Water Orphanage & School - Two precious little students. Maybe my favorite picture ever.

Arusha, Tanzania - Lunch at our favorite local restaurant. Hassan just kept bringing us more food! It was kind of insane.

Arusha, Tanzania - Walking around the neighborhood.